Pumpkin Crescent Rolls

Unexpected Emotions & Pumpkin Braid

Ecclesiastes 3:4 (erv)

There is a time to cry and a time to laugh. There is a time to be sad and a time to dance with joy.

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All of my life, I’ve consciously and subconsciously been taught that emotions = actions. If you’re sad, do something to cheer yourself up. Feeling angry; get revenge.When you’re happy, seek more of it. Instead, what if emotion is just that; feelings? Not meant to be acted upon, but simply experienced and handed over to God? Action can certainly be a good thing at times, but too often, we’re not taking action, we’re reacting. They’re two very different things. Reacting is in response to something; typically fear, shame, guilt, or losing control (which leads back to fear).

This isn’t all gloom and doom here; I absolutely do believe there’s a place for joy in our lives, but maybe there are seasons of other feels too. A healthy, balanced life probably includes both at the same time. However, these other seasons have a place, a really important one. These seasons are where humility is learned, empathy is felt, faith is strengthened, and growth happens.

I’m moving from a place of “fix this” to “feel this” and it’s terribly painful at times, but it’s also really, really okay. It’s freeing and oddly peaceful. It’s scary and it reminds me to lean into faith. It shows me how little I was ever actually in control in the first place, and how much energy was expended pretending that I was.

Over the last year, I’ve tried to stop reacting and start being. For me, being means that I’m not in constant control of what happens, which leads to unexpected emotions. It’s easy to want to control and calculate every move; if there’s nothing unexpected, there’s nothing unexpected. But then there’s also nothing unexpected. I’ve cried myself to sleep about problems I simply can’t fix or make right. And I’ve also giggled more than ever. In between the pain, there’s so much joy. So many moments that weren’t penciled in or captured on my Insta Stories – but they were more real than ever before.

Recently, I read the book “Fresh Brewed Life” by Nicole Johnson. In it, she says that longings and desires (feelings) aren’t sinful at all. God created us with longings in our hearts. However, the action that we take to attempt to fix or satisfy those longings is where the whole thing gets a little dicey. One of the greatest things I’ve uncovered throughout this journey is the permission to feel things – good and bad. It’s okay to be sad, and it’s also okay to experience joy – sometimes they both come in the same week, the same day, even the same hour. Other times, the scale leans heavily toward one or the other.

I’ve always thought the book of Psalms was really interesting; not just because of the verses themselves, but because of the wide array of emotions David was displaying. When I first became a Christian and started reading the Bible regularly, I remember asking the leader of our small group if David was bipolar. I wish I could remember his response. From one chapter to the next, he teeters between the celebration of God’s great love to the grief and sadness that comes from living in a broken world. It’s only now that I can begin to process how he might have been feeling.

If you’re in this space and you know what I’m talking about, I’m so happy for you. It’s hard; harder than it appears, but it’s a growth journey unlike any other. It’s an invitation to draw closer to God, to trust Him with more, to loosen your grip and eventually let down the reigns. There is nothing wrong with you; you’re not broken or ungrateful, you’re learning who you were created to be. Remember that only after the storm comes a rainbow. In order to see the unplanned, unexpected joy, you have to stop hiding from the rain. Your protection is already promised, your safety is already ensured, so step out and put down your umbrella. See for yourself if every “dancing in the rain” movie scene is just as beautiful in real life; my guess is that it’s even better than it looks.

Write

What are some of the mixed emotions that you’ve experienced in your life? Do you find it difficult to feel things instead of longing to simply fix them?

Pray

Ask God to sit with you today as you simply experience your emotions.

Pumpkin Braid

15 minPrep Time

20 minCook Time

35 minTotal Time

Serves 1 Braid

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Ingredients

  • 3/4 cup canned pumpkin
  • 1/2 cup brown sugar
  • 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg
  • 1 egg
  • 1 can crescent rolls
  • 1/2 cup powdered sugar

Instructions

  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees
  2. Line a cookie sheet with parchment paper
  3. Open crescent rolls and unroll onto parchment paper in one flat piece
  4. Press perforated edges together to create a solid rectangle
  5. Separate egg and set egg white aside
  6. In a bowl, combine pumpkin, brown sugar, cinnamon, nutmeg, and egg yolk and mix
  7. Spread pumpkin mixture evenly across the flattened crescent dough, leaving a 1 inch border on each side
  8. On the 2 longest sides, create small cuts, about 1 inch wide
  9. Fold strips across the top, alternating sides
  10. Some of the pumpkin may leak out from the top, that's okay
  11. Once all strips are folded, whisk egg white until it becomes foamy
  12. Brush egg white across the top of the braid
  13. Bake for 20 minutes
  14. Sprinkle powdered sugar across the top as soon as you remove the braid from the oven
  15. Allow to sit for 20 minutes before cutting
  16. Cut into 1 inch slices and serve
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